SATURDAY DECEMBER 31, 2011
[[MORE]]I told Christina about what was on my mind, and how crappy I was feeling. I told her about this person really seems to want nothing to do with me anymore, and has just seemed to give up on me altogether, in a completely rude way. I was telling her how much I missed everyone on Wednesday, and how afraid I am to talk to some people. I told her how I wanted to meet up with the friends I met...
New Years Resoloutions
I don’t like the idea of making them, but there’s just some I really want to accomplish. I’ve had an eye opener over the last few days, and I’m so excited to just change things. I want to figure out who my friends are, make more friends, talk to the ones I don’t talk to, do better in school, stop worrying about stupid people, keep my room clean, work on my Blu-ray...
hyminh: RIP 2011 2011-2011
I started talking to two of my friends from middle school. I used to be really close with them too, but we stopped talking. Nothing really happened, except we all just “drifted apart.” I started talking to them last night. I was afraid it would be weird, but it wasn’t. I was so happy talking to them. I hope I don’t ruin it. And if it doesn’t work out, at least I know...
Things I've realized this year:
you’re full of bullshit I actually do have some good friends. I really need to change things around here A clean room always makes me happy I need to change my eating/exercise habits if I don’t want to feel like a potato all the time I LOVE OWNING DVDS/BLURAYS I reeeeeally love Harry Potter (more so than previously) Darren Criss is still perfect I’m super excited to...
vworpingtopigfarts: adowarble: ninja-hummel: ...
i waste so much of my time just missing you guys and i doubt you guys even think about me you all have better things to worry about and i’m just here, stuck on you this is so dumb
This guy starts talking to me about school, asks if I like anyone, and then tells me that he likes my friend. Then, he goes “Would you go out with me?” and I didn’t reply. THIS IS SO WEIRD. WHY DID I HAVE TO KEEP TALKING? lol so awksss
I’m going to give it a shot, and hope for the best. I’d rather know now for sure than find out later.
I just want to know that it’s going to be alright.
why the fuck can’t i have close friends why am i so incompetent at building relationships lol i am the definition of forever alone
I still don’t get why you didn’t bother to ask your parents if you could come to see Glee Live FOR FREE and in the ELEVENTH ROW with me, but bothered to ask them to go see Justin Bieber, where you would have to pay, and might not even get tickets. I’m kind of happy I didn’t take you to the concert though lulzzzz
I went outside to admire the snow, and this happened.
you kept up a conversation with me so i thought you wanted to talk to me then you got to the point 20 minutes later and asked me for the science review and then didn’t reply to what i said that’s new
I want to move.
It seems like the easiest option. Move to a place where no one knows you, and reinvent yourself. They don’t know anything about you, and you know nothing about them. There’s absolutely nothing from your past that determines what’s going to happen. It’s just what you do NOW that matters. I feel like if I move, I might find people I better relate to. I’ll have no reason...
I think I’m going to film a video tomorrow. Possibly even two. The snow gave me inspiration for another one, but I don’t want to look like an idiot filming myself outdoors.
At times the world can seem an unfriendly and sinister place. But believe us...– ~ Violet Baudelaire Lemony Snicket’s A Series of Unfortunate Events (via we-ownthe-sky)
I’m too boring to actually matter to anyone. I doubt any of the people who I miss actually miss me. I should just stop torturing myself.
After a day of laying in bed, looking through the bedrooms tag, trying to online shop (but coming up with nothing I really want), cleaning my room, and just being lazy, I’m going to watch Yes Man, and maybe look again to see if there’s anything I want to get. Lazy days are the best.
i don’t know what to do besides sit on the computer i want to do something so i go downstairs and then come back up because there’s nothing else to do
To be honest, I really don’t even want to buy any clothes today. Sure, everything’s cheaper and I need more long sleeve shirts, but I don’t want to spend money on clothes. I want to get some books, or a new camera, or something like that. I am not in the mood to buy clothes at all today.
family: you should invite your friends to this party
me: what friends
Tomorrow, I’m going to buy a bunch of books and movies so I don’t have to leave this house until January 9th. Any book recommendations?
It’s weird, because in grade 8 we used to talk everyday, and you seemed to be one of the two people who actually wanted to talk to me. You would pull up conversations with me, we had our inside jokes, we used to hang out together so much that people thought we were dating. I never liked you like that, but I was always so happy to have a friend like that. We stopped talking in the summer, and...
lol all the people I used to be friends with are all happy now And then there’s me
BOXING DAY SHOPPING TOMORROW! well, online at least. I can’t face the maniacal conditions at the mall.
i think i’m going to end up messaging everyone this year to tell them how much i appreciate their lives on the internet.
br0core4lyfe: i wish you actually wanted to talk to me.